Do I Care?

So as I leave my wonderful vacation with my family to come home, my mom and I had an interesting discussion. In regards to my health she asked me basically if I cared. Though nothing she said really made sense Ans she didn't have much of a point beyond do I care, that question has stuck with me.

I feel like I care but I'm worried, now, that I've confused being comfortable with the way I look and my weight with being apathetic. This is kind of scary for me since I'm going to be home for a couple of weeks.

See, home(my parent's house) is always where I become most lethargic and gain weight. I'm kind of thinking maybe ill go back earlier then I planned. Just thinking about being at home and being bored is making me wanna not be home....hmm.

Perhaps that feeling of anxiety answers my question of do I care. I guess I do. Now I just have to care enough to take the second step, not staying home long is certainly the first.

Let's pray that I can do that, take the second step and do more.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me, and He does, so I can.
--Maggie Mae

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