Friday, September 25, 2015

I was the Project Girl Picked On

I had a dream that I was one of the girls that was targeted as a joke to be dressed up and made over. Like I was set up with a cute guy. Who took me on the weirdest date...I helped him cut grass and ran errands with his girl roommate. Then while I was changing he walked in on me going to the bathroom like it was nothing and when I made him leave bc I was half naked bc I was chan gu in he went and told this huge room of ppl that I was like checking my underwear or something... when I came out then ambushed me and started telling me how pathetic I was to think he would like me. But he was one of those guys that in high school put on the hard ass front but really was nice...and he was nice except for we were in high school I guess. And they stripped me down. And tried to put new clothes on me i hated. I was about to cry and then just stood up in my towel and said "yall wanna see me naked? Here!" And opened the towel in front of these girls and bared it all (I had panties on..). They kind of gawked and I worried someone would take a picture so I closed the towel and they busted out laughing and I ran off. Somehow this coinincided with some assembly and I ended up running around just sad that ppl would do this. People I thought were my friends. And I couldn't find chantal....and when I did she just kept saying one second and when she finally came she was in too good a mood to be sad with me or angry at them. She could say sorry but she was just focused on leaving instead of helping me. She was with friends. And my parents didn't care as much as they should have either. One random person whose name I don't remember and I don't remember how I know them cared the most. She kept asking a if I was okay and if I needed anything. I realized before I left I had to go back and get my clothes. As I went to cross the hall back to his bedroom and find them bc I wasn't gonna let him keep them, my cat jumped on my dresser and knocked stuff over and woke me up. I think I had just gotten there bc I remember him looking sad and guilty. Like he was about to say sorry. I think he tried to talk to me as I got my stuff.