Halloween and Dating the Grim Reaper

I don't remember everything leading up to the important parts...

I was at some sort of camp. We were going to have a pool party for Halloween soon.

I was out hiking, I guess, in the woods when I stumbled upon this tent made from tarp. It was up in some rocks so I climbed up to see it. My little cousin was following even though I told her not to.

When I looked inside the tent, I saw a lot of death. There were bones and dried blood everywhere. I told her to run away and as we started to I saw him in the forest.

The only way to try and describe him was the grim reaper with skin. You could sense his evilness. He turned to me and I tried to run but I couldnt.

He told me I would be his. I was his. He told me everyone would die if I didn't listen to him. I told him I wouldn't do what he wanted and I ran off.

I kept this secret from my family and friends. But as halloween drew closer I found myself thinking about the strange death man more and more.

The day before when we were setting up for the party, I felt a chill go through me. I freaked out a little but decided it was nothing. Then I stepped into the backyard where we had a beautiful garden and abundance of beautiful plants.

As soon as my foot touched the ground, everything began to die. The grass turned dry and brown, the roses wilted to black and crusted. Every single thing turned brown and gray. It was all dead.

I started crying at the death I'd created. Then I knew he had been right. I had become a King Midas of sorts, but everything I touched died instead of turning to gold.

I decided to run back to his makeshift home in the woods. I would tell him I'd stay with him as long as my family and friends were not hurt.

When I got there, he was about to vanish. I tried to stop him but I was too late. I knew he'd be back at the party so I ran back.

When I got there everyone seemed fine, except me because I was shouting trying to figure out where he was. I tried to describe him without terrifying everyone.

Then someone screamed and I turned to see him standing in the gateway.

My heart jumped and I ran to him. I pleaded with him to just talk to me, that he could have me but we had to talk and I had to understand.

No one wanted to let me go alone with this strange man that created fear with every step, but after much convincing, they let me leave.

We walked just down the block. He put his arm around me like a protective boyfriend. He told me how much he loved me and that he would never give up on me. That he believed I could one day love him.

I was speechless and terrifed. He explained his life some more and somehow I grew to have pity for him. Then I began to think I might actually love him back, but I was ashamed of my love for him. No one would approve and no one would understand. I didnt even understand and with that I became more fearful.

I conceded there might be a chance I'd love him one day, not letting on to my feelings, but he couldn't have my friends and family.

I don't remember the agreement we came to, but I think he left us alone and I hugged my friends and family without fear I would take their lives by touching them.

Brody

I was at some sort of school function. It was like a fair or something. My friends and I were talking as usual and then I met Brody. 

He was about 5'7" and had a stocky build. He wore a plain white shirt and jeans. Dark hair and eyes. His lips were thick but not in a "I just ate something I'm allergic to" thick. He was cute.

We hit it off and had great conversation. I knew we would start dating.

Later that we I saw him at least once more.

I received a phone call that an opening at a castle I wanted to be married at was available and wouldn't be available for another 3 or 4 years. It was a free wedding offered to me so I wanted to take the offer.

I called Brody and asked how he felt about skipping the whole dating part and just getting married. He said he wanted that! So I confirmed the booking which was in the next couple days.

I immediately started making calls and plans for the Saturday that I'd get married on just 3 days away.

When it was 2 days before the wedding, I hadn't talked to Brody much. I was at a hotel for something and it was sleeting. I kept saying how I didn't know how I felt about it sleeting so close to my wedding.

The next day was the rehearsal dinner and just about everyone I could have imagined inviting was there. It was funny, though. When I walked in the first table of girls I saw were wearing semi-formals. I turned to whoever was walking me in and said "I think everyone here is going to be more dressed up than I am in this subdress!" She assured me it didn't matter because I was the bride so I set the tone.

When I was in, I sat with my family and my dad asked me if anything was wrong. I said no, even though I was nervous. I was confident Brody was the person I wanted to spend my life with, but I still only had known him a few days.

I got up and went to Brody just so I could be near him. I started introducing him to my friends and family. 

When we got to my brother and his group of friends someone asked something about where we were going after the wedding.  Someone answer "the bedroom" to which I just wanted to crawl under a rock! My c brother was standing across from me and I was getting married at the same place he was which meant I was going to sleep in the same bed he slept in after his wedding...awkward.

Brody made a joke about it and instead I became excited to get to be with him and only him the rest of my life.

After the dinner, I was brought by adrien to where I'd be staying. It was some house we owned that was nearby the castle. It was strange because adrien was staying at the house also. He drove me and another person (who sat shot gun and I took that back) to the house and parked in the field everyone was supposed to park in. When we went into the house he brought in an N64 and a rack of games to go with it. He set it up when we got inside and I just watched, never having realized he liked video games.

After I showered I realized I didn't have any lingerie. I didnt have time to have had a shower so I decided it would just have to be okay without it.

Then I realized it was labor day weekend and I had no idea if anyone would be coming to my Sunday wedding. I checked my online rsvp account and it looked like I was right. People came the the dinner but wouldn't make the wedding. I tried to tell myself that it didn't matter as long as Brody and I were married by the end of the day.

Then I realized we never talked about faith. I had no idea what he believed as far as the bible, Jesus and religion was concerned. I still couldn't picture myself with anyone else so I just hoped he loved jesus like I do. I loved him, somehow, after only a couple days.

Drowned car

I wanted to be alone, so when a friend asked if I wanted to play volleyball I declined. I decided there were errands I needed to do anyway.

I can't remember what the errands were but I know they were important. I remember thinking no one could know about them.

Anyway, after I was done I went by the vball place to see if they were still playing. As I drove up my friend alex was walking away covered in sand. I stopped and talked to her for a bit. Turns out she was leaving because her husband was having a fit about something he didn't think she'd done right.

I saw like 20 people on the court and only a couple I knew so I decided not to get out and say hi. Instead I told alex to get in and I'd drive her to her car. She hopped in my huge f250 double cab truck.

I pointed out the irony that I was now driving the car she used to drive and she was driving a small car like I had driven, but she was focused on what her husband was texting her. It sounded like just a miscommunication to me.

As I drove to her car I, as I always have in dreams, was having problems with the pedals. It's like I didn't know which pedal did what. I was nervous because their were cops everywhere and I didn't want a ticket.

Finally I figured it out. Then there was a river we had to jump in order to get to her car's parking lot.

I wasn't going fast enough so we barely missed the connection. She yelled as we begun to miss and I panicked. We hit the water and both climbed out. I realized trying to hold the truck up and keep it from sinking would be impossible so I let it sink.

I started crying immediately.  I looked at alex and just sobbed and said "another car! I can't believe I did this..AGAIN!"

A cop came up soon after and towed my truck out the small river. I tried to have hope that maybe it was totaled, until I opened the doors and water flowed out.

The thought of calling my mom to come get me instead was unimaginable so I opted to walk home somehow.

Then I woke up in a panic because I was cold. Somehow I had balled my comforter up into a ball and moved it to the top of my bed

Bear attacks and creepy cabins

I was in Alaska preparing to come home.

I was at nancy's who had already gotten her way to fairbanks. I was left to drive myself through the mountain pass that would.lead me there.

I left later than I intended and took a break around sunset to look at something in the woods. When I hiked up I saw a bear near another hiker and let him know.

Then as I reached where I was going, I saw an iPad sitting in the grass and a cabin not 50 feet from me.

Then I saw the bear charging me. It was just trotting at first but when I started to back away it proceeded to charge at me.

I held up the iPad in some sort of defense and the bear started trying to rip it from me. The man who lived in the cabin and owned the iPad saw me and told me to give it to the bear. It was replaceable but I wasnt. So I threw the iPad away from me and ran into the house.

I barely made it. Once the bear realized the iPad wasn't me it came after me full speed. I barely shut the door and he was there.

It was darkening now and I was looking forward to the twists and turns of the mountains and the possible moose and deer on the road.

The man knew nancy and said I should stay overnight in the cabin.

The cabin had no window coverings which made for a creepy feel. I appreciated the man for helping me and he didn't seem off. Just the cabin.

I decided to stay and drive tomorrow. Nancy wasn't flying into fairbanks any time soon so her car didn't sleep to be there today.

Sleeping with a friend

Chantal and I were hanging out. We decided to see if Austin would be around and wanted to join us.

He was and we all decided to go see a movie. For some reason everyone going to watch this movie was black except for us and a few other white people. I didnt think it was a movie that had anything to do with being black or history or whatever, so I didn't understand the demographics of it.

As the previews were ending I felt sick and needing to use the restroom. I got there and had diarrhea.  I couldn't get a clean wipe though no matter how many times I did it. It was very uncomfortable and I felt like you could smell me.

I came out and Austin and chantal said the movie was horrible and they didn't wanna finish watching it. So I asked if we could go back to her apartment so I could use her flushable wipes.

Once we got there I didn't use the bathroom. Austin jumped in bed and apparently we were sharing it that night.

We were all ready to go to sleep but Austin and I started kissing (he now looked like Ashton Kutcher...and acted like).

He asked if I remembered the first time we had sex and I laughed and said yes. Then I kissed his nose and continued to kiss down.

He was saying we shouldn't because of chantal being next door but I couldn't resist. As I was about to cave and layed down on the pillows he started kissing down my stomach. I remembered I had used the wipes yet so I excused myself to "freshen" up, I guess.

When I went to get up her family walked in or something. I was so annoyed because I knew that meant we wouldn't be left alone the rest of the night.

I couldn't even use the bathroom in privacy. Someone finally pointed out it was about 5 am and almost sunrise.

Another car

I don't remember where u was going but I was on my way somewhere.

I missed my turn the first time so I made the necessary turns to get back in the correct lane to turn. There was a slight median on my left and people coming straight on the other side of it. The light was about to change and I was getting ready to turn. As I made my left turn a truck that was trying to stop and failed bumped into my right front door. I was so annoyed. I just couldn't believe it.

He said he was trying to stop and just slid. Then we were hit again. And again. When I thought it was over, someone came plowing through in the back and we all slid forward. I thought for sure we'd stop in a moment but suddenly we were under the overpass and not stopping. I pulled my e brake and spun slightly but we all stopped.

I don't know how but my car seemed to have been ambushed again and I was sent sliding into the sand pit under the highway. We all got out our cars. The lady behind me was elderly to I tried to find her a bottle of water in my car.

I noticed I had forgotten the frozen meals my mom had bought me in my car and that were no longer any good. My mom showed up then with the little girl I was supposed to be babysitting that day.

My dad came too and I tried to believe another car of mine was not totaled.  The rear axel was broken, the hood was cracked, and I didn't know what the extent of the engine damage.

My mom told me I was a reckless driver and that's why this kept happening to me. I told her to fuck off because there was no way this was my fault and she could shut up about the frozen food because there's nothing to do about it now.

When I got home that evening my knee was hurting so badly I couldn't walk much. My dad wanted to take me to the hospital but I told myself it was just a pinched nerve and wouldn't be bad for long.

I cried finally. Hysterically. At the pain in my leg, at the loss of another car, at the situation wholly. I cried.

Seduce, parade, zoo

I had made the decision to seduce Adrien. It was an involved process but one that I had no doubt I could accomplish.

I planned my shaving and then picked out exactly what bra and pantie set I'd wear. I opted for a sexy black lace that wasn't all that supportive but cupped my boobs nicely and a simple black cotton pantie.

The day had come and I somehow ended up at LSU and knew he was working in an particular area. My friend darby was with me because she was a student in the science department. He didn't know Darby so sent her to ask him about an odd piece of glass. The glass looked like a toenail.

I tried to hide behind whatever I could,but there wasn't too much coverage. I wasn't ready to seduce him so I wanted to make sure to wait until I was "ready."

At one point he said something specific that I knew was meant for me and I knew he had seen me. I got up and said hello and all that jazz.

We all started to walk outside where this guy I had dated was waiting for me with a group of my other friends. We were going to a movie and then the zoo.

Before the movie there was a parade so we watched it. I saw the girl scout people and got really excited. I even was on their brochure advertising Alaska.

At some point Matt (the guy I dated) asked me if we were dating again. He was so awkward about it and I knew I didn't like him. (Why I never dated him in reality)

I told him we would talk about that later, especially because Adrien was there, which is also why Matt asked openly if we were dating.

At one point during the parade Adrien wanted to show me something about being childish. He then wrapped his arms around me, picked me up, and acted like he was going to body slam me onto the curb. He stopped right before I hit and gently put me down. I was in shock. I hate being lifted and I had no warning he was even that strong.

After the parade was ended we started for the zoo. I high five a little girl at the end of the parade and she lost her balance. She was fine but it was cute.

When we got there one of the people with us had this deadly butterfly with her. It had to be kept in a special container with sand on top of it or it would poison/eat other animals or hurt people. It was a fuzzy orange butterfly. Probably about 4 inches in width. I was afraid of it so I tried to keep my distance.

Adrien had wondered way ahead chumming it up with one of the guys. Matt lingered by me and I responded by trying to put space between us.

Finally I asked where Adrien had gone. Someone told me he just went ahead,but I was paranoid he would just leave without telling anyone goodbye and I'd never get to seduce him.

Then someone asked me to hold the butterfly. There was only a small amount of sand on the butterfly itself and the lid was night a tight fit.

I nervously tried to climb down the playground infrastructure with the butterfly so we could go to the next part of the zoo. I got stuckal and would need both hands to get unstuck. So I chanced it. I saw a little boy playing in the sand box and asked him to watch the butterfly for a moment.

I tossed the container and once it hit the lid popped off and some sand poured out. The butterfly did not move but I feared what would happen when it's shock wore off.

As I struggled to become unstuck I saw the little boy start to read for the butterfly itself.

I panicked and jump down to scoop up the butterfly right before the little boy got it.

I couldn't get the lid back on and the sand wasn't staying on the butterfly, it kept falling to the bottom of the container though it was full.

I finally gave the container to Simone who had brought it to begin with.

It was becoming night and we were now in a dining type area of the zoo.

I squatted down against a wall to rest and said "I was gonna shave tonight. Guess that's just not happening." I was sad about it too.

The dream continues blurry. All I can recall is we ended up rescuing a girl that was kidnapped because she was royalty but she was forced to watch her captors (which I believe were ghosts) kill her family as they would her.

Retail and Realization

So adrien came and knocked on my door. It was the premier of frozen and his younger cousin was coming with us. It was also a special evening because it was the opening of his own retail shop.

When he got to my place he asked if I had any wine to bring to the opening. I said I had some Cabernet from last time. He said let's get a new bottle of something. So we got in his car, which I decided would be name Rusty because of it's rust colored paint.

On the way to the movie where we would meet his cousin, he leaned over and asked me something about the movie. I said, "Or we could make out like teenagers. ...Just kidding. I know you dont want to date."

I had told him, however, earlier that I was willingly to give him the space he needed since he was so introverted. He told.me that when I told him that it changed some things and he thinks he could date me. His father had offered him the same advice about space but I had already mentioned it.

I was totally okay with that decision, though still unhappy he lived 40min away.

We got out the car after some chaotic parking where we jumped a curbed because of traffic and because he didn't listen to my direction. We walked with his little cousin to the movie and got in line where these old couples were being complete jerks and cutting everyone in line openly and rudely.

When we got into the movie, it was set up more like a bedroom with a projector facing the wall. So Adrien and I sat down together and his cousin sat on the floor next to us. He leaned over and kissed me lightly. We watched the movie comfortably.

Afterwards we went for dessert and when I said something about living far away, his cousin in her innocence and not realizing it was a secret says,"Yea but when you do the retail thing you're going to buy a house here."

I looked at him as he blushed because it meant he was a little more serious about me than I had realized. I was shocked and excited but I dared not count all my chickens before they hatched. I was willing to just wait until it actually happened.

A Break Up, Bermuda, and Witches

We had just broken up and it was the first time we were at the same place at the same time again.

The group I was with was going into the Bermuda Triangle and you had to wear these specific blue gym shorts. He was passing them out when a guy I had dated (josh) came up to me after I asked if anyone wanted to play catch phrase.

Josh leaned over me and put his head over my shoulder so that we were cheek to cheek. I didn't move because I didn't think it would matter, plus I liked the closeness. I felt bad, though, because I thought Adrien would be watching and might be jealous and I didn't want to hurt his feelings.

Josh asked me to explain catch phrase to him, and as I did I became flustered and my cheeks gained color. We sat like that for a good while, flirting. I could feel his beard tickling my face the entire time and was all too aware of how amazing he smelled.

Everyone boarded but my legs wouldn't move. I couldn't go up the stairs onto the boat. So I went back down the stairs to where no one was. I ended up at Adrien's apartment some how.

When he was getting ready I was just waiting for him asking about a specific piece he had worked on. He said he had made it from copper but you could see straight through the cup and the other fancy parts inside. I asked him how much he'd be selling it for and he said "Ten."

When I asked for a more specific answer he said "Million." As in $10 million. I was flabbergasted. I tried to talk him into lowering it to $10,000 but he was pretty set on just keeping his amazing cup of perfection.

At one point I couldn't stand it any longer, I hugged him and he hugged me back, holding me for a while.

He got angry after. He said I was already flirting with guys again and we could never work out anyway. I think I tried to talk him out of being angry, but I froze up and couldn't say anything.

When we went to leave I was suddenly in another house from a TV show called "Charmed." The 3 sister witches that lived there were gaurdjng themselves against the triangle. One was using an amulet and it made her see this small demon creature that was following her causing destruction.

They helped me with something, but I dont remember what.

When I was back with Adrien, we were in the downstairs area of his apartment. It was a long hallway where lots of bathrooms and showers were. He went into a bathroom and I followed, But not so that he'd notice right away.

When he came out I was topless fixing my hair in the mirror. No one else was really around so I just rocked it.

When he came out I just looked at him and smiled and walked to the front. I bent over and tried to calmly and smoothly collect my stuff, but I fumbled it and started to get nervous.

Then in my anxiety thinking someone else might see me topless, I woke up.

An Alternate Ending- The Rain

((Not a dream just because of the rain.))

She prayed for the rain. She knew what it would mean. She looked at him as he finished the piece he was stooped over, hunger in her golden-brown eyes. When he noticed her watching him, he grinned. She grabbed his hand and said, “Do you wanna play a game?”

He said he’d love to play a game, so she took his hand in hers and towed him outside. The rain fell in sheets around the courtyard. She looked back at him and tried to tow him into the water as it fell to the ground creating giant puddles. He stopped under the archway thinking, “She can’t be serious….” He watched her for a moment, then her laugh drew him from under the eaves and he followed her into the downpour.

She twirled and water droplets flew from her hair to the ground to add to the puddles.

He grinned as she looked at him and shook her hair at him like a dog. He could resist it no more. He took two long strides and was there. He caught her mid twirl and kissed her. Long and deep, they kissed.

Their lips melted together. She forgot the rain and reached up with her arms to hug his neck as he grabbed her around the waist.

The rain made everything more intense. The kiss became sloppier and the clothes clung tightly to their bodies as if it were a second skin.

When they finally pulled apart, the rain had slowed to a drizzle. The flowers on the crepe myrtle trees had spilled onto the ground from the surrounding trees. White and pink wilted flowers littered the court yard. The sun came from behind the clouds and the puddles reflected the skies.

They gazed at each other a moment or more, who could say?

She laughed and the spell was broken. 

A Love Affair from Soccer, Shaving, and Vikings

(I can't remember the beginning so we're starting on in the middle)

I was playing in the soccer field with a little boy. I was trying to show him some great soccer moves, but I wasnt that great anymore. He bested me each time. The grass came up to my waist so I tried to blame it on that.

Then a goalie coach who looked like George Lopez but I associated to be a man i had feelings for showed up on the field.

He told me how I needed to be more intense if I was going to be a great goalie. I told him I had the experience and was once the best goalie in my league.

He recalled that once he had coached against my team or something and he remembered how my team was no good, but then he pointed at me and told me how I saved them from an utter close out. That I was everywhere, from what he remembered. I remembered the game too.

Then he said we'd have a shoot out. If he could get the ball past me, he would win but if I stopped it, I won. We.didn't have set terms but it was a very flirtatious thing.

I did my normal routine before a penalty kick, I jogged from pole to pole, touched each, then ended in the middle to jump up and hit the cross bar. I started rough talking to try and freak him out, but then he threw the ball into the corner and the net. I had no way to get to it, but he threw it.  He didn't kick it so I pitched a fit. To where he ended up becoming more flirtatious and started saying something about Thursday. "Come Thursday, you'll see. I'll make you mine."

I didn't know what to ask about Thursday so I just let it hang in the air.

Somehow, through our flirtation, I ended up pinned on the ground with him smiling down at me. Some girls from the team he coached were there and they didn't think anything of it,as young as they were. I tried to chat with the girls a bit.

As I was on the ground, I remembered the last time I had seen him, I had unshaven legs. I had recently shaven them so I stuck one in the air and said "see! I shave, but it grows back quickly so it feels prickly." The girls giggled and he felt my leg and gestured to my nether regions and said, "I'm not so worried about them as I want this taken care of for thursday." In my mind I wanted to tell him I wasnt going to sleep with him because that's the only thing I could think he wanted that taken care of for, but I couldn't. I was too afraid that if I said that he wouldn't like me anymore and I'd never find out what was to come thursday.

So I just blushed and squirmed, trying to unpin myself. Then he leaned over and said something like "let's see how long you let me kiss you" then he pressed his lips to mine. They were wet. It was a nice kiss. Slightly open-mouthed but even as my body wanted to make out with him, I wasnt ready for that step in our relationship. I was sure I was ready for him to kiss me either.

He stayed like that but I couldn't pull away to say I was done because the ground was my pillow and my head couldn't pull back. So I just let my lips become motionless hoping he'd recognize my stopping. He didn't.

Thursday came and we were in this viking-type village. I was lame and in a wheelchair. There were lots of injuries considering we were just in a war. I think I was mauled by a bear.

When he wanted me in the council room where the village meeting would be held, I had no choice but to go. I knew my father had been trying to marry me off but I didn't want to marry this man now, if ever. But he became a very strong part of the group. He went up and said so much as to make the people fear him and respect him. He was saying something about my being lame, but then I was a mermaid with a yellow tail and I could swim through the air. I had scrolls in my hand that said things that could usurp this man trying to wed and bed me.

He noticed them given to me by a friend sitting with me, but I tried to play it off. Eventually he lost interest and continued his speech or whatever it was.

Graduation Chaos and A Romantic Comedy

I was at my graduation. It was strange because it was very unorganized. We hadn't practiced at all and my some friends from high school were also there.

The staff started rolling some pictures of our class from the past few years. When the picture of me came up, they said,"And everyone can stop trying to take Maggie out on a date or confessing their feelings for her."

My mom was sitting next to me and asked if that was true and that a lot of guys asked me out. I just kind of ignored her questioned because I was embarrassed.

Then a guy I knew named Albert leaned over and said he wasn't done and would need to talk to me later.

When we were done, though none of us actually walked across the stage, we went to do a slip-n-slide. It was long and throughout the entire field. We could slip-n-slide over and through ditches and the such.

Then a guy I knew liked me, came up to me and put his arm around me. I wasn't attracted to him and he just told me that he knew I didn't like him so he would back off. Immediately after he said that another friend came up to tell me his feelings for me. It was an awkward thing so I just went into the tent where the reception was taking place and got lunch as he was talking to me.

My dream transferred to where I was a teacher in some random school.

There was another teacher that I was attracted to, but he was kind of known as a jerk so I kept my distance.

I was in my room setting something up and was about to take a shower. (Yes, I was going to take a shower at the school.) I had my towel on when the other guy teacher came into the room. I asked him what I could help him with and he just ignored the question and acted all cocky walking through my room looking for whatever he needed.

Then there was this perfect pink flower from a Japanese Camellia tree that I had on my desk. I had picked it and it had some special meaning to me. He proceeded to pick it up and look at it. I asked for him to put it down, but he refused asking what it was a big deal.

I got up from my desk to try and get it from him. That's when I noticed he didn't have a shirt on and may have been heading to the showers as well. I continued toward him until we were by the window and he leaned out the window a bit with the flower acting like he was going to drop it. I leaned over him to try and grab the flower. My towel opened in the back, but I wasn't worried because no one was at the school that I knew of. He laughed, and I told him not to look. Then I lunged for the flower, and he dropped it. I was so upset! It fell to the parking lot below and looked like it might start to wither soon. I was so beyond upset.

Then it hit me, my towel had fallen off and I was laying on top of this man with his shirt off and just a towel between us. I didn't know what to do. So as we discussed how to try and conserve my modesty, because I didn't trust him not to look,  my mom's friends from the school walk in and see us. They "Ahem" at us and I jump up. I had been full mooning them in my attempt to grab my flower before it fell to the concrete below.

There was no good explanation, and my mom's friends just laughed at me and he smirked.

I walked out of the room with my towel wrapped around me towards the showers in whatever dignity I had left.

Later, after I was out of the shower in a robe of some sort, I sat on a couch with friends and family. The guy from the flower incident, walks in and sits next to me on the couch and shares the blanket I am using.

He puts his hand on my leg, not seductively, but just as if we were dating or something. I didn't say anything, but then I heard him talking to some of my friends/family and he said that he wanted to really date me. That he would do it right and would forget about the incident from earlier and he would respect me.

Later that day, I had taken my students on a little field trip around the school, I saw the flower in the parking lot and realized I had totally forgotten it. I made the decision to just leave it there and see if one of the kids would pick it up to keep it. One girl saw it and said how pretty it was, but mostly they all just left it there.

After school was done, we were back in that room where my friends and family were for a while. He was there again and the same thing happened. He again reassured me and everyone else that he wanted to date. me. It was nice and I felt safe.

A Christian Conference Reveals a Demon Guy

I was at a conference similar to the Passion Conference that I've been to before, but it was smaller and this was the first time the conference was being held.

The group I had gone with was staying with the reigning pastors of the conference at their home.

They had decided that we would have a worship night before the conference started with just our little group. As we began to worship, I was not into it. I had rather we enjoy the night just getting to know each other and the people we were staying with and the group, as I was knew to it.

Immediately our hosts exchanged glances during worship and went to pray for various people. A girl broke down into tears as they prayed for her. A guy walked away from them instead of receiving the prayer offered him. I thought they would come to me, but they went to another guy in our group. He refused any prayer. He got angry about the whole situation and worship night.

I thought it was weird, but I didn't say anything because I was in a bad mood as well.

The next day we were getting ready for the conference, but I was trying to figure out a way to not go because I was extremely tired. I decided I would try to take a shower while everyone else went to the conference. I told them I would meet them there. As I started getting my stuff together, the guy that refused any prayer angrily came into the room. He wanted to turn the lights out so he could be more comfortable. I argued with him saying that I needed the lights on so that I could get my shower stuff together. Somehow he made the lights start to go out. Just one bulb at a time, the lights were going out. It kind of freaked me out, but he said it was just a coincidence.

Then we started arguing about some spiritual thing. He was saying something along the lines of he wasn't good enough for God's love. I decided I was going to encourage this kid to no end until he understood that God loved him no matter what.

As I looked over at him, the light shifted off of him. He immediately became what I took to be a demon.

His eyes were pure white staring at me without any facial features to speak of. He was pure black. No light, just a silhouette with an evil presence. I thought to myself that I couldn't let it know that I knew what it actually was, but I wasn't entirely sure if it was actually a demon or if was actually a guy just possessed.

When the light swung back in his direction, I just encouraged and told him how great of a guy he was and what not. I felt like I was lying to him, but I just wanted to be safe.

Tornado

We were in a valley. I think it was about 6 of us. The news had broadcasted that there would be tornados within the hour and we needed to take shelter.

We were traveling and didn't know where to go. We were in a van. It looked like a white 15 passenger on the outside but a minivan on the inside. The boys I was with kept jumping out to go "see about things." They weren't more than like 14. I worried about them every time they left the van. I kept thinking the storm was so close.

When eventually we did see the funnels beginning, we all tried to hide under the car. The boys wanted to watch it.

BBQ, Kardashians, and Demonic Creatures

We were at a BBQ, my family and I. It was a camping trip of sorts but we had my old pastor's kids with us. I wasnt responsible for them necessarily but I played with them all the same.

Before I got to the house/camp area I had been out running errands. When I got back I was tired and ready to shower. I saw everyone had just eaten and wanted go give my sister(that happened to resemble Hayden patentiere sp?) a break from the kids so she could shower.

We had an oven that came out from the wall. So I pulled it out and decided to play a game with the kids. There was some tomato sauce already in the oven so I said we should make a soup. A "haven" soup (the youngest girl). I picked her up and put her in the oven. The other kids helped me make a "soup" by putting odd things that were leftover in the oven with haven. When my sister was done showering, we were "done" with the soup.they were covered in different things so we laid out pjs and got them all bathed.

One the boys was my cousin and saw my "aunt" whom he had a "crush" on. As a four year old all he knew to do was give a flower if he found her pretty. So he gave her and my mom carnations. They wore them in their hair.

When everything was taken care of, everyone slept.

The next day my sister, mom and I went to this shopping area. Mostly we ended up in bathing suits and swam sort of. My mom's friend and I ended up in this pool with old men and played water ping pong of sorts. But I was tired from working out and there was a current in the pool so it was hard for me to hold on to the ping pong. At some point we took off our tops thinking we'd be changing soon. When we didn't a man came to us and said this was not A topless pool though we both wouldn't bother anyone if it was.

We got out of the pool and I tried to dry off but my towel was damp. My sister hadn't gotten in and my mom had long since gotten out and showered and dressed.

Next to the pool was a shop of jade. Everything was made from jade that was sold. I realized that the Kardashian sisters were in there (kourtney and Kim and their mom). I got so excited then terrified that they would see me in my bathing suit dripping wet. I knew we wouldnt be allowed inside looking like I did. But then my sister, who was dressed decently nice, went in not knowing anything about the kardashians. Kourtney was helping Kim pick out something for a friend. They eyed this camel that had fringes of jade over its hump. I walked in then and the shop keeper was appalled to see me dripping wet in her store. I quickly told he'd I was with my sister and mom and we were thinking of buying something.

I started talking to kourtney who didn't pay me much mind. My sister talked to Kim and shared medical advice and what not. My sister was invited with them to go on the ski lift to sight see. I tried to squeeze in it too but ended up with some strange people.

I jealously watched my sister interact with Kim. I loved the kardashians and had missed my opportunity because I had gone swimming.

Then I saw these guys that had decided to snowboard on what little snow there was. They were dare devils and jumped off the lift to float down the fifty something feet where a small patch of snow awaited. Somehow I watched them drift down and was on the ground also and part of another group.

At some point I was with them and with a snowboard attached. I was afraid because I didn't snowboard well. Once I fell uphill and had trouble climbing up it. One of the guys offered a hand which I first refused, then I took it and he helped me over the small hill. I thought if I took his hand for help he'd make fun of me for needing it. I thought I had to impress them somehow and get up on my own, but once he helped me no one made any comments on how I couldn't do it on my own.

Later, we were without boards. We were walking along a little trail when someone pointed out a red cardinal's head stuck on a stick right in front of me. I stepped back somewhat horrified. When I did I tripped on a board which moved a rock that released this strange animal that looked like an evil chinchilla that was bred to be bigger. It was the size of a small dog with large ears, long nose, and long whiskers. It didn't come running at anyone but we all backed away. It ended up biting me just barely on my leg and another guy too.

Someone said how genius and bad it was that someone had set this bird head just there so that someone would see it, stumble, and release this weird animal. It went back into its den after biting us and sort of disappeared.

I kept.thinking how I'd need rabies shots now and we needed to tell the ranger of this odd demonic creature.

Later that night I know a man stalked me. He wore yellow and had a yellow tinted skin. He was everywhere I was and trying to steal me. I was unafraid but my friends began to notice.

I woke up with his face engraved in my mind.

You belong in Tyrosh

I woke up in my bedroom at my grandmother's. I was a princess and in a special room. Since my stay would be for more than a few days, my grandmother insisted all lightbulbs that were burnt out must be replaced. I had a stalker and he took out lightbulbs often to try and darken areas where security cameras would be.

Before the ones in my room could be replaced (which would be the next day) I opened my curtains that day and made sure to close them that night. But to no avail because once everyone was out of my room, he was there. A round man with a bald head and almost no defined neck. He wore a reddish robe of sorts. He wanted to be royal, but he wasnt and he wanted to take me back to tyrosh (game of thrones reference).

I wasnt standing in a lightbulb area excitedly. Only a lamp was on in my bedroom. I tried to figure out how to get to the lightest part of my room without him knowing.

I heard my doorknob begin to turn, and when I looked back to watch my visitor enter, my stalker had disappeared. It was my grandmother and she chastised me for having my window open (it wasn't but I assume that's how my stalker escaped). I chose not to tell her he had been in my room. I wanted to stay for whatever ceremonies I was there for and I didnt want a guard posted inside my room either.

The next evening I walked with friends through the streets of downtown. I noticed all of the lights out and the ones being fixed. It was signs of his presence here.

I could constantly hear his whispers about taking me to tyrosh. That I would go with him. He would make me.

The next day we went to the hotel where the ceremonies for whatever were being held. I was in a group of girls that shared a room in the hotel. We relaxed and watched movies the night before. I owned that specific room but no one was aware.

When we left, I met with a family downstairs I had known a long time. There was a lot of drama that took place but it's blurry and I can't remember it.

After the drama the younger sin and I got into the elevator to go to the 10th floor for the ceremonies. He was dressed in costume as a royal from Shakespearean time.

When we got into the elevator and I pressed the button for ten, he realized he forgot something down two doors or so in the hall. He ran to get it but as he came back the doors were closing and I couldn't keep them open even with the "open" button.  He looked at me sad because we both heard my stalker's voice in the elevator as it closed. He would take me to the tenth floor and kidnap me from there. I pushed other floors trying to stop but he had overridden the elevator and I would go only to the tenth floor.

When I reached it there was a pent house of sorts. You could walk into a small lobby near the elevator but then to continue you walked into a garden on the roof terrace. When I walked out he was at the end of the garden. I tried to go back into the lobby and try the elevator again, but the doors had locked.

I walked to him and looked over the side as he did. He told me how tyrosh was where I was meant to be. I would love it there. And if I didn't go he would kill me and himself today by throwing us off the tenth floor. He wasnt sure he wanted to kill me that way, though. He didn't want me mangled. But he wanted it dramatic if I chose to stay.

I could see my friend down below. The one that never made it on the elevator. And a guy I had a crush on. He would have saved me if he had known I was here. I couldn't scream. I wouldn't.

I knew I had to either fight or make a choice.

Cello, prison pageant, boys

I was part of this group that was staying in a hotel by the beach. It was all girls and the leader didn't like me.

We were told we had to clean this room in the hotel near our rooms, but in order to do so we would have to remove the furniture from the room and then put it back in better arrangements. There were two types of chairs. One set were plush chairs you might find in a church. The other chairs were fold up but "nice" black and red fold ups.

I got there before everyone feeling like I might get in trouble for leaving the group. So I started moving the chairs systematically. When the rest of the group got there everyone said to move the chairs from the room in obnoxious ways that wouldn't work well at all. The leader decided to try what everyone was saying at once and that didn't work very well. Everyone stopped listening to me so I went to the other small room we needed to clean. This was the children's area so me and a few kids started cleaning that.

We didn't clean it so much as reorganized the room to make it look neat. In my head I wasnt sure if we were supposed to clean or just tidy, at least that's what I told myself. We finished tidying and they finished the other room and the convenience store that was on the floor we were at too, where I saw them sweeping and assumed we should have cleaned but said nothing.

Then it was time to get ready for this big show thing. I dont know why we were asked to go, but I was also asked to bring my cello.

The show was of prisoners that would be in for life. Almost done in fashion show form where the announcer would group them together by "and this group is 1-5 years down. Here's (name) who is just finishing his first year."

After we got ready--which we were required to wear heels-- I started down towards the arena. On my way the desk clerk stopped me and said packages had come for me. I had ordered 23 Herbalife drinks for me and the other girls I was with to try. They were like sodas but healthy for you. I told the clerk I couldn't bring them up to our fourth floor room right now but I would be down.to get them later.

I the arena we walked around and ppl looked at me and my cello. It was taller than me even with heels on and playing it proved difficult in heels and without my bow. I plucked something and it sounded off and a gentleman in the audience said "oh I heard that! It was offkey!" I was worried someone would realize I had no clue how to play. I hoped if necessary the Lord would intervene and help me play somehow. Throughout the night I would pluck what sounded like chords and people liked it.

Afterwards I began to walk out the arena around the stadium and a woman followed me. When I sat in an available booth she sat too and began to talk to me. She had the same feelings about us being in the arena...that it was strange and the whole pageantry of the inmates was odd. She was some famous woman actress that was invited for press purposes.

Then the booth behind us started talking about my cello. I told them I really didn't know what I was doing especially without a bow. Thats when I realized the strings were coming undone. Like I had plucked too much and they were no longer taunt. I decided I needed new string when I got home and would invest in lessons as well.

As I went back to the room I grabbed my boxes of drinks and went to get in the elevator. As the doors began to close a man got in with me. He caressed my waist as he brushed past me. I thought it'd be nice to have someone on this old elevator with me if it broke.

But he saw I only need to go go the 4th floor and he said "sorry sweetie. Only 56 flights! I'll climb." Off he went.

I knew I only had two floors to go up but the boxes were very heavy. The elevator wasnt moving. I realized there was a hatch that I could squeeze my boxes thought and have on the 4th floor while I took the stairs. So I pushed my boxes up to the 4th floor and brought them to the room after.

There was a boy I met in the hall that for some reason I wanted to give me attention. I wasnt attracted to him but wanted to seduce him. The idea of being with him repulsed me but I couldn't shake the desire to make him want me.

Then we were down in front if the hotel looking at the water. It was (from left to right) the boys dad, my dad, me, and the boy. We laid down bear the wall of the hotel and watched a storm begin to roll in. I saw a peacock strolling by and nudged the boy and to see it. He didn't care. I wanted to scare the bird to make its feathers extend but I was too worried about what the boy would think.

The storm progressed and became loud. The thunder was crashing and rolling as people ran from the water and off the beach. I asked if it meant we should probably go in too which the dads decided we definitely should.

The last thing before I woke up was I was driving across a bridge in the storm to the heart of whatever city we were in.

Egyptian Wedding

I was kidnapped.

Some man that I think was Egyptian mafia took me and my friend whos name was Travis. I dont know if I met Travis because of the kinapping or if we were kidnapped together as friends. As we drove down the road i knew it to be true that this man was my grandfather. We were going to our wedding ceremony miles and miles away.  He was one of those men that took his son's daughters and sisters as wives. He was taking me to the island where he kept his other wives. He showed me videos and pictures and it was a beautiful resort. But I did not want to go. I didn't want to marry him. I wanted to escape.

In the limo-like car we rode in were two other body guards. One was my cousin (real-life cousin). Travis and I tried to communicate a plan of escape, but though I had my phone I couldn't use it in front of these men. My phone was also beginning to die so I knew I'd have to act fast. We finally pulled into someone's driveway because rest stops were too dangerous. We might be seen or I could ask for help.

We all got out and went inside for refreshments. My cousin was told to watch me. I was so saddened that he would leave me in this situation.

I saw my opportunity when he took his sneakers off and I bolted. I ran for the door and even as I did I heard my cousin say "you can't get away. You know we'll find you and bring you back!"

I ran out the door and knew if I just ran straight he'd catch me. If I his behind a building, he'd predict my move and find me. The first apartments I ran by had a door open and a woman inside. I asked if I could use her phone because I was in trouble. She ushered me in and we closed the door. Not 2minutes later my cousin ran past calling for me. He took the alleyway that came right after the apartment I hid in. I was so glad he did what I thought he would.

I was scared he would bust down the doors but time went by and no one found me. I heard their angry voices looking for me because I was still less than a block from my captors. Travis was with them and I realized he wasn't my friend. He was helping them. Acting like he escaped too hoping to lure me out.

Months past and I became part of the family I hid with. We decided to take a road trip in a big rv. As we were on the road I saw another large rv. It was cruise ship style with pools on the top. It looked so familiar.

Then I saw travis. I knew I was about to be found because the RVs were transparent. I couldn't hide, only wait for the other rv to pass and hope they didn't see me. I stared straight ahead as we approached an exit for a truck stop. Suddenly, the man that was my grandfather and betrothed was looking at me. He saw me and laughed. He told me I'd never escape him.

I didn't believe him. I was in another car he'd have to follow us so far. Then they cut in front of us and went to the same truck stop. I cried knowing I had lost.

When we got to the wedding site, things shifted. I no longer was going to marry him but another girl who was his daughter by his son's wife. He said the sons that left him where pharohs and would not share their wives. I knew those sons just saw how wrong this man was and how sick this practice is.

Three friends and I watched and chanted that she should not wed him. We said "free (whatever her name was)" over and over. He became irritated but continued anyway. She began to cry as she realized her true fate at the alter.

News crews were there and people both that supported him and hated him.

Then I woke up

Protesting and dancing

Chantal and I were at an event to protest some animal cruelty thing.

As I grabbed my picket i was trying to feel excited because I'm not generally excited about group things.

We got to the parade route where we would protest the man that was being cruel or something. A large portion of the group went to a different spot but I decided to stay where I was.

As we were waiting for the parade to roll by us, an attractive black guy started talking to me. Another black woman started talking to me too. I don't remember what was being said but she had a threatening air to her. I wasn't afraid, but the guy whispered to me that she was a leader in what was essentially the black/Asian/oriental/hispanic kkk. I told him I wasn't too worried because ideas charming and I think she liked me.

As the parade started the scene became more of a bar scene with the duplex being a two story building made of wood near a beach. There were little shops everywhere and across the street there were other hinges too.

The parade was full of oddities like extremely long legged horses and bulls that did "the worm" in rhythm to the music.

The guy I had been talking to grabbed me and we started dancing swing style. I had no idea what I was doing but I somehow let him lead me and we did a fun dance. When I pulled back he was now an attractive white guy named Richard.

Then another guy part of our group that had been created got up and he was the famous Simon Peelé (no this is not a "real world" singer that I know of). As he began to sing, richard went and started swinging Chantal around.

It was nearing the end of the parade and the day was getting dark. At the end of their dance richard pulled Chantal's dress up to do a little shimmy number but you could see her butt. At one point he pulled it up and made her dip forward. Everyone was just like "wow". The girl near me who was a bitch made obscene remarks to which I rebutted.

The crowd dispersed a bit and I was relaxing on a couch falling asleep with some milk. I was so excited because I haven't had milk in a while.

The bitchy girl was next to me and was making fun of me for drinking milk. It spilled because of a large guy that was a little more than incompetent. I wasn't angry at him but had sympathy. She laughed loudly at him but he brought me more. I thanked him and she shut up knowing she just made fun of a really sweet guy and she would never be treated that way because she was a bitch.

Then I went to find chantal. She was in a back room with our friend Emily and richard and Simon. She liked Richard and was trying to find ways to stay the night because it was over an hour bsck to her apartment. My parents house was near so I said she could stay there. She disputed that she'd be allergic to the cat fur in the house. But Sandy(my cat)  was supposed to be in br. She could have an entire room because no one was home.

Then I saw Sandy at the house we were at and I couldn't figure out how she was here.

I woke up trying to recall her being in my car when I came to Metairie.

She took my baby

I was going into class after dropping Camille Elizabeth off (my daughter from a previous dream). When I got into class my friend Sam was in there and she had seen pictures.

I was telling her how I was going to bring Camille with me to volleyball that night because my husband had work. Sam said that she had been wanting to see Camille and would love to look after her. I said sure that was fine, but Sam insisted we go get her right now before class. I kept trying to understand her urgency but I just didn't. She wanted to come with me and skip class to get Camille so Sam could immediately see her and play with her.

I was really relaxed so I went to go get Camille. I told Sam she could get her after class was over and I would pick her up sfter my game.

I played volleyball from 630-8 and Sam hadn't called to ask anything about Camille.  I tried to call Sam to tell her I was ready to get Camille back, but there was no answer. I went to my friend Abigail's house because we had all been planning to meet there anyway. Sam wasn't there though and still no one had heard from her.

I started getting frantic wondering why Sam wasn't answering. I asked Abigail to call and she got no response as well. Then I begged Abigail, who was trying to calm me down, to call Adam - Sam's boyfriend. As we were about to call he pulled into the driveway without Sam.

He told us he hadn't been able to contact her either and he thinks she left town with the baby.

I immediately broke down and cried hysterically. My brother pulled into the driveway and I ran up and started crying in his arms saying she took my baby over and over. He didnt know I had had a baby- none of my family did.

We began an investigation and I called the police. I gave the most accurate description of Sam I could.

I searched for my own clues obsessively.  I found the car attachment to camille's carrier so I knew Sam had used just the carrier in the car rather than the full thing. 

Then some people were at our neighbor's house and I knew theybwere related to it all. I tried to run after them to catch them and make them talk but they hopped a fence ad kept running.

I kept crying, wondering if I'd ever see my sweet Camille Elizabeth again. She was only with me for such a short time and then stolen from me.

The dream ended in a smokey haze.

Miley Cyrus and Knowing ppl

My friend and I were at a concert for miley Cyrus but we were working backstage.

This guy walks in and presents a hostage like situation where miley had to allow him to create a plaster face of herself and he would wear it and preform as her on stage. She didn't want to but she obliged.

We helped him with his makeup and she just looked sad.

My friend and I stole up to the nosebleed section to watch where some kids were playing with buckets and balloons. The balloons were different and you could see strange things if you looked at the worked through them.

While we were up there, wealthy football players should up. We ended up chatting with them in their elongating convertible cars that seemed to hold a few but then stretched out to hold 20 or so. I guess they were going to go party with miley.

When we left I had parked on some dirt lot nearby. My best friend chantal, my friend from the concert, and myself started back to the car. Chantal ended up driving and we pulled up next to one of the wealthy girls or gold diggers from the party. She said she was having a party soon and would invite us. She showed us the invitations but drove off when the light turned green. She threw them out the window and said "if you can get them you can come!" The street was busy so there would be no way to come and get them later with out playing frogger.

Somehow I caught all 3 and when I pulled my hand back into the car I showed my friends and no one could understand how.

We got back to the dirt lot where some old racecars were. I said how I'd love to drive one.

We got out to talk to the guy about my car because he had my keys. Another guy was right there talking about the second Thor movie. I said I'd never seen it and tried to invite myself to watch it with him.

He walked off and then I tried to say how I knew everyone all the time everywhere I went. I tried to ask if the guy was related to friends, one guy in the mix looked like my friend and I said as much but was told I was unfamiliar and we didn't know each other. Another guy walked up whom I thought to be the guy I thought looked familiar and when I went to hug him, he stood there looking down at me and I realized he didn't know me. He walked away rather quickly after that.

Camille Elizabeth

My dream opens with me being pregnant.

I knew I was due at any moment and was not looking forward to labor but was desperate to meet my little girl who I had decided would be named Camille Elizabeth.

I was walking towards an exit of a building when my water broke and she came out at the same time. We were still attached but I knew we were safe bc I was holding her in my arms. I felt her fragility and was afraid of dropping her constantly or people running into me while holding her.

I was trying to get to my car to get to the hospital, surprisingly calm. I was walking towards the exit and ppl were asking me about her and some friends saw and insisted on bring me to the hospital. We some how got her in a car seat, which she seemed to know how to move her little arms into position like she'd been doing it for years. I was constantly worried about something yanking the umbilical cord and her being hurt, but my friend Simone was worried about it just getting dirty. I didn't care because I wasnt planning on saving it.

One of the girls with us told us how her mom or someone she knew saved "a kink" of the cord for sentimental purposes. I thought that incredibly weird.

I didn't know if I could breast feed yet so I let her suck on my finger til we got to the hospital where I knew they'd teach me how to breast feed.

Feverish, old school, And hail

I was home for the weekend because there was a birthday party I was obligated to attend. The next day (monday) I woke up feeling rather ill. I felt weak and as if I couldn't get comfortable...like I had a fever.

My mom was saying something to me about enjoying the beautiful day, and I said I didn't even know what today was. She said it was monday the 12th. I knew I had an hour drive home but I just felt so sick.

I decided icwoulsnt drive back just yet and would skip my first class (accounting). When I told my mom this she looked at me and said something about if I didn't go I wouldn't lose weight. Something like "dont you want your classmates to see your progress? If they dont see it you'll never lose weight."

I was appalled and angered by her saying such ludicrous things. I stomped off back to my room where I found a blackish fluffy cat. I went to pet it and it ran into my brother's room where a guy I was in youth group with was staying.

He wasnt in there at the time so I sat on his floor and played with three cats including the blackish one. When josh came in, he flipped on the lights rather quickly and scared the cats. They stayed on me though until he ran at them to scare them out of his room by dumping my suitcase out on them

The cats jumped off me and ran. One had peed in the corner near josh's bed and another had peed on me. I yelled at him about why scaring cats like that is wrong and how now there's pee everywhere. Granted I was happy they peed by the head of his bed.

I looked at josh and said "you've changed so much. You used to be nice....what happened?!"

I left while he had that "I know what your saying is right but I dont think I'm that bad...am I?" look on his face.

I attempted to fix my stuff again and arrange it to look decent again. I had to switch to my thin night shirt so I could wash my other clothes. When I walked back upfront my mom was leaving to bring someone home.

I walked them out and as i came back i saw a sketchy man looking at me. I casually walked to where he couldn't see me then bolted for the door hoping he wouldn't be able to tell which house I had gone into. I locked the door/gates behind me. But before I could get back in my room two of the people that were staying at the house ran down the driveway to get in.

The girl had shaving cream on her face as if she had been cut short shaving. And the guy just looked like he was ready for a drink. I let them in and the scene changed to more of a late 1800s look. I was the outcast among a group of people that wore dresses that went to their necks and wrists and men that wore white long johns under overalls and/or pants with suspenders and little gray berets.

They were so kind and were playing songs for me. One lady said she could play it better on the guitar so I offered her mine. She accepted and I ran to grab it from my room.

In the midst of grabbing my guitar for her I ended up going instead on a Walmart run with my brother, cousin, josh, and one other person. When we got there the skies looked really scary, a storm that would open up at any moment.

I got out the car and decided to get some energy out and danced a bit in the parking lot. As I was dancing I saw Ryan pull up with a couple friends in his car. My heart didn't stop nor jump start as i thought it would. I knew I couldn't avoid seeing him because he had already seen me.

We were about ready to leave to I started walking back to the car and was ready to see him and say hi. The gods be good, I passed near some rather tall vehicles where I would have made eye contact with him. I made it back to the car without having to say anything.

For some reason the person in the front seelat decided to sit in the back with josh, my cousin, and I. Josh had to put his arm around me to keep from being smushed. Josh had insisted we close the sunroof and just as we drove out the lot, it hailed. Huge golf ball sized hail came barreling at us. I yelled for Rickey to slow down  or just stop entirely. But as soon as it had begun we were through it. Josh and I were rather close as the hail had startled us. Josh said it was good thing my arms aren't long so I couldn't reopen the sunroof when I had wanted to.

I had caught a piece of the hail right before the roof closed. We looked at it and then we realized how close we were (his hand was on my leg and his arm was around me). He shifted so as to not be so close to me because we had just fought earlier that day.

We drove for a while the wrong way hoping to be able to not have to go through the storm again.

The dream ends.

Funds and witches

My dad was becoming a pastor for some reason. I didn't have a job because I'm in school.

Some where in the midst of this mu family went broke as a joke and my parentsntold.me I'd have to get a job to support them. My mom said it first and my dad said that we had $20,000 in the church benevolent fund. But that had been being used and we no longer had it. When my mom showed him the fund statement there was $400 left in it.

At some point I had run off stressing about getting a job. I ended up walking through the back of campus with some friends. I hadn't talked to my parents in a while. It was really muddy. I finally got to the hotel I was looking for or something....

(Skip) I was driving my car to the Nissan dealership hoping they could give me a new tire. When I got there I had to go into this hotel of sorts to find it. The elevators were strange. One sent just down to the first floor and there were another set that only went up to the second and third floor. When I found where I needed to be, it was foggy and looked like an infirmary of sorts. There's were hospital beds with the scratchy sheets all over.

Then I found myself sitting in pews at some type of mass. But it wasnt catholic. The people thought I was weird and said nice things in critical ways. I didn't kneel when the rest did and it was obvious I wasnt there because I meant to be.

When I left I ended up back on campus (skip back).

I was wondering through some woods or something and ended up with some friends. We were teamed up and told to take care of some trees. The guy I was with looked at out tree and called it a maple something. But it wasnt what he called it because the lumber master said that after we easily pushed them over and uprooted them. My partner hugged me. Then offered me a high five which I took. But then he offered what I thought could be a low five had we not just high fived. I hoped he didn't want to hold my hand so I slapped it again.

In the ground near the trees, I found something that said "for the red magic." I associated it with the Blair witch project and thought we might be in trouble if the witch comes by. We walked through the grove after falling more trees and I was trying to explain about the Blair witch and we should be wary. No one paid me any mind and we ended up in this small old house. It had an old western feel. Chandeliers and candlebras. Large round tables and everything was dark brown and the windows were six paned. There was a fireplace too.

Suddenly the witch was at the entrance where the trees were. She said we were now her prisoners and could not leave. She magically undid the electricity in the house. We would live like it was the old western times.

Everyone was scared and was trying to get in touch with mothers to tell them they wouldn't see them again. Our curse was for us to be here for 50 years. The witch's prisoners for 50 years.

She moved us to a place near the river in New Orleans. I tried to get in touch with my mom there. Knowing a way my mom could rescue me if she read the clues right. I only had 20% battery left on my phone so every text counted. And I couldn't let the witch know what I was up to.

She had magically fixed the emergency brake on the car to not be able to move. But I tried to drive it to where I could get a better signal anyway. My heart was racing the whole time knowing this could end my life. I tried to call my mom and text her to tell her I would never see her again but only texts went through. She was confused and hurt thinking I had run away. She asked why but when I tried to text her about the witch it wouldn't work.

Somehow I think I got free because I was on my bridge (the scariest of all bridges in my dreams). It was high traffic time and I just wanted to go home.  I kept driving trying to get home. My car always feeling out of control. A woman asked me questions about how to get somewhere.

It seemed like I was just looping the bridge over and over. I know I drove it at least 3 times.

The dream ended.

My Leg Needs to be Amputated

I woke up in my dream. I knew I was late for something and for a moment I was aware I was dreaming and made a mental note to blog about my inception dreaming as it happens often.

We had decided to go to the lagoon. Chantal, myself, my brother, and Chantal's ex. Somehow he had wiggled his way back into our lives and was going to take her to this formal thing that was happening on the lagoon later. At first she wasnt cutesy with him, but when they became cuddly I couldn't not say something.

When we docked at the lagoon, we went to explore the island. There had been talk of the natives not getting along with the alligators and crocs. There was even rumors of one of the leaders having his leg bitten clean off. I thought how horrible that would be and imagined myself in that scenario.

I had told off Chantal's ex at some point and he had gone back to the boat. He said he would just wait but I was paranoid so I hurried back to the boat and asked my brother and chantal to hurry ad well. What if he had stolen the boat?! What if it wasnt there?! It would be so expensive to get back. Chantal kept saying it was going to be there and Dan wouldn't steal it.

Fortunately is was there, but he was on it so I jumped into the water because I didn't want to take my time getting there. I wanted to make sure he didn't steal the boat. Him and I fought over whether he could even take chantal to the ball thing. Eventually she agreed with me and told him it wasnt going to happen. He pouted the rest of the time until we were back home and he disappeared.
There was some point when the dream transitioned to my being with my more country friends in baton rouge in the outlying areas of LSU. I had this revelation that my leg would be bitten off.

I wanted to do everything in my power to avoid that, but somehow I ended up back at the lagoon. The tarzan-like friend I had told me stories of the alligators. The tribe leader had warned me. I was being careful until my canoe/kayak flipped into the water and I tried to climb onto a big leaf. The tribespeople came to help me until I said how the alligators were being tricky today. They ran off saying had I said crocs they'd stay to help me but the alligators here were ruthless.

I started to panick and tried to go up a tree. Immediately the alligator jumped from the water and bit down hard on my leg. It let go instead of pulling me with it.

My leg remained attached but I dared notnlift my long denim skirt to see the damage. I knew there would be ligaments and tendons and flesh hanging. Somehow I got back to my "friends."

One of them was named Kristin. She knew how bad my leg was and said she was going to call the ambulance.  We kept seeing the ambulance and fire trucks passing every few minutes going this way and that. She said they wouldn't answer the call anyway bc they were so busy so she would wait to call. I had no say so because I had lost my phone in the lagoon and couldn't walk.

Later when we were with other friends, Kristin left me with them. No one really knew about my leg so they thought when I was trying to say my leg was going to probably have to be amputated, they just ignored me.

I kept trying to interrupt but country men are difficult to interrupt and convince them of something they dont believe. At one point when I started to get very scared because we were around a bunch of ditches and bridges I knew I would never be able to get back over, I yelled at them,"MY LEG IS GOING TO HAVE TO BE CUT OFF UNLESS I GET TO THE HOSPITAL ASAP BECAUSE AN ALLIGATOR BIT IT EARLIER!" They all stopped and stared at me in disbelief until they realized the truth in my words.

They looked at my foot and saw it swollen and purpley. They saw where the road was (over ditches and small little 2 x 4s that held the bridge steady). Immediately they became my crutches. We tried to walk back to the road to be able to call an ambulance. I was scared they'd want to carry me across the ditch. I didn't want them to have to carry me because I weigh so much I was afraid they might drop me.

Somehow we ended up at some offices. I was put on a bench and told to wait. My foot had started feeling "asleep" by now and I knew I'd more than likely lose my leg.

It hurt so badly and I was so scared. When the ambulance still didn't show, I went to the receptionist and harshly and directly told.her to call the ambulance NOW. Not in a few minutes but now because my leg needs attention immediately. The girl.that had helped me to the desk saw people she knew and one of them told the other she looked good and must've lost weight. One told me the same and suddenly my "crutch" was upset no one had said anything to her. Fearing she might peace out, I quickly said I had noticed but didn't want to say anything if not.

I then had to go to the bathroom so I somehow made it to them. A strange guy from a tour group was going to. He was talking to my in the stall and tell me I picked a good one or something. When I finally was able to leave and rejoin my waiting for the ambulance...which I had resigned myself to the knowledge it was never coming...I was washing my hands and heard strange noises. I turned around and the guy was masturbating heavily in the stall. I left the bathroom as quick as I could.

When I got back to my bench, Leonard from big bang theory was there and was explaining to me/penny that was the guy's restroom because in nerdom a sword on the door means men.

The dream ends.

A weird moose

My parents and I were in Canada on a vacation. We were driving around looking for moose. I love moose and always want the opportunity to capture one on camera.

As we're driving I see one swimming. I tell my mom to quickly stop the car. She doesnt at first because she doesnt see the moose swimming. My dad tells her to stop and she then sees it. I get out the car and want to take a pic but the moose gets out of the water then.

It was a young bull moose and some of his antlers were not normal. He was also much smaller than a normal moose. He looked more like a cross between a caribou, deer, and moose. But he still looked like he perceived me as a threat and was considering charging me.

I knew I'd be gored with his one elk-like antler. I didn't know what to do. A lady from the house we'd stopped in front of came out and grabbed the moose by the antlers and yanked the moose looked at her as his antlers came off in her hands. She didn't rip them off they just came off when she grabbed them. The moose then did a feinting thing and I stepped back but he didn't charge.

He went back and started eating grass near the water.

The lady put his antlers on a table and talked to us a little. We left and went back to where we were staying.

My brother and his fiancé were there and I told him about what happened. I asked him if he wanted some moose antlers for their wedding hall or for their house. He snorted and said "yea right."

We looked around the main area of the lodges for a while.

The dream ended.

Snow, Lights, Planes

My friend amie and I were hanging out when we decided it'd be cool to go and visit Alaska. I'd love to visit my old friends from camp and so we bought plane tickets and headed up there. Turns out amie is from Fairbanks and we stayed with a girl that was once and would become her roommate again.

I was so excited that I might see Alaska at night because I've only ever been there during the middle of summer when the sun doesnt set. I was excited to see the Northern Lights, or at least the possibility of it.

We were at Fred's, the grocery store, and my friend Luna lives next door. So I called her and asked if I could stop by. She enthusiastically said yes. I promised we'd be there in 3 minutes.

Then amie remember something she needed from where she lived because at some pijt she had transitioned to full on living in Fairbanks. So we went to get her stuff and I forgot to tell Luna.

A few hours later I tried to contact Luna but things kept getting in the way. It was supposed to be getting dark soon but it never got more than a dark twilight. I was so confused. I thought we were supposed to experience the blackest night. It was also overcast and it didn't look like I'd get to see the lights. I was disappointed.

I still wanted to see Luna so I asked Amie's friend for directions and told her to keep in mind I was walking or taking the bus. After some talk of renting a car, I just asked to borrow hers. She said sure and handed over the keys.

But instead of getting to go see Luna, we all went to what they called "the native's island." It was said to be where only native Alaskans were to set foot. I didn't know if they realized I wasn't native but I went along anyway.

When we got there it was hard to tell what was thick ice and what might lead you into a lake colder than imaginable. We carefully made our way into the valley where some people were playing football. There was a contest going on. Whatever team won the game would get to compete for a bush plane that one of the oldest and best pilots had owned. He hasn't died and was going to give lessons as well. I dont know why he was giving the plane away. I wanted the plane too so I tried to think of a way that I could win without anyone knowing I wasnt native. I just wanted to talk to the pilot, in the end. So I tried to find him but he was elsewhere.

I kept looking up to see the lights that weren't showing, but I could see a bunch of stars in the purplish sky. The moon was also out, a little more than a half moon. That made me upset about the lights too because I thought the moon would drown them out.

I realized I had to get the plane bc I might be able to fly to where the lights were on full display. I kept searching for the pilot but he was elusive. No one really knew who he was and if you asked someone and you were wrong, you lost the competition. I suspected the old man that was with us. He was a native and I just knew it was him but couldn't bring myself to ask.

And the dream ended.

I Need to Talk to You

Ryan was over and we had decided we would date. We were. Cuddling and he actually seemed into it. It was obvious I liked him way more than henliked me and we even discussed that.

My parents came home and somehow missed he was there. Him and I just hung out and played guitar and watched TV. We talked about some serious things but I can't remember what it was. I think it was me wanting more definition to what we were. Were we really boyfriend and girlfriend or did he just say that?

When I got up to go to the bathroom I found I'd started my period. Flustered I tried go rethink the night bc ryan and I were planning a honeymoon of sorts. I knew the week would be ruined bc of my aunt flo.

I started rethinking it and realized I was his second choice. Another girl was who he loved. We talked about that and he went to bed. I went to bed later hoping to talk in the morning. But he didn't want to have to talk to my parents so he tried to be unnoticed. He succeeded and left the next morning. I knew where he'd be so I decided I'd try and follow him.

But as I slept a little more, I had a dream Michelle and I ran into each other. She didn't look angry or saddened. She looked at me and cheerfully repeated words I'd apparently said to her, "get a full body massage, a hair job, and shoes!" And she proceeded to tell me she had done all of this.

When I woke up(in my dream), I was weird out by what Michelle had said, but got up anyway. I went into the living room and noticed two cats instead of one. The extra cat was Ryan. He hasn't actually left yet. I tried to tell him in his cat form that I needed to talk to him. I dont know what I needed to talk with him about but it was important. I was afraid he'd leave me before I could talk to him. Somehow I thought talking to him would keep him mine. I dont know that I even had anything to say...

I finally ended up going to the hotel I'd knew he'd be at at some point. It was a large spring thing. There was a deep spring in the middle and caves that were lining the walls 50 stories up. Kids were jumping off the edges info the water and families were enjoying the sun that peak in at the opening at the top.

I saw ryan and started to asl that we talk now but my old boss Allyson stopped me and started chatting with me. Then Michelle walked in and repeated my dream. She cheerfully said, "get a full body massage, a hair job, and shoes! I got a massage, I've gotten 3 hair jobs, and look at these boots!" It was verbatim what I'd dreamt. I didn't know what to say and ryan was fading, about to leave. I told her I was happy she was doing well. I explained about the hotel and how I had stayed somewhere nearby once and would like to stay at this one, trying to hint to ryan about our "honeymoon."

He had left again and I went back to my house where Allyson was again and cat-form ryan was. His guitar was also there so I didn't know how long he planned to stay. At some point he changed into a human again and was introduced as my friend to my parents.  He got up and was ready to leave but I wanted to tell him about the dream and Michelle.

He got in his truck and proceeded to get ready to leave. I was trying to act nonchalant and get into my parents new mustang and just pull up next to him, but I had lots of trouble driving the car. His friend was in his truck with ryan and they kind of laughed. He was relaxed which was strange and dangerous to me.

At some point a bunch of his friends showed up and were just goofing off in my driveway. Thats when he came to me and invited me to hang out with them around the corner st s friends house. I was delighted but didn't want him to know so I said yes then no and then yes again.

We started to drive over there but I kept forgetting my guitar. Finally we got there and when I got inside it was like a backstage to a play. Costumes everywhere and a sea of mattresses on the floor and on frames everywhere.

I went into.the front area and caught ppl taking pictures with the Chippendale strippers that had apparently just preformed. I considers taking a picture with them, but I was too insecure how the pic would look bc of my overweightness. I considered getting them to sign my guitar but didn't want to impose.

When I walked back with my friend into the back room, the photographer made certain we didn't want pictures and gave us backhanded compliments.

When I got to where the mattresses were I was ready to sleep bc I knew I had a big performance coming up..I was about yo go to war of some sort. Ryan was no where to be found and this little girl was insisting I sleep with her. I didn't want to because I knew I would literally die the next day if I didn't sleep well. No one knew where ryan was but we all knew he could help.

The girl and I went upstairs to sleep but her crazy caretaker was an old witch and didnt want to let us do whatever. She dressed us up and tried to take pictures of us.

Finally I'd had enough and pushed her away. She got angry and said I'd never leave. I knew she could only be killed by choking her or stabbing her. So I tried to find the strength to kill her with a rope if I could find one because I was feeling very weak. 

we hid under a crib for a while until she left. Then I had friend come upstairs to ask why we weren't downstairs. We tried to tell them to be quiet but the witch got them. She put 3 in a box and sewed it shut very intricately and confusing. You didn't know if you could cut the string bc you might cut one of them.
The fourth friend went in a spinning box on the top of the sewn one and spun. We'd have to kill the witch to help them.

The girl and I tried to hurry and run down the stairs and barely avoided the witch. When we got downstairs ryan was pulling up in his jeep and no one else knew what was happening with the little girl and I. As soon as I saw ryan I sighed with relief knowing I could sleep well tonight and not die tomorrow.

Somehow his presence took care of the witch for the time being, and I didn't have to sleep with the little girl. I'd get my own comfortable bed.

Then my alarm went off....

Poison plant

Last night my dream was pained. I felt a lot of anguish.
I can't remember all the details clearly, but I do remember this:
(Background in December I was in a bad car accident that ended in the woods where I got something similar to poison ivy that last for about a month)
My friend had died. I dont know what he died of...he wasnt in my wreck but he died. I went to find out how and was told it was poison. He had been in contact with a poisonous plant and it spread through his body and killed him.
A few days later I found myself itching from what was thought to be poison ivy. It was from my wreck. But it started to spider web across my foot until my foot was a strange tangle of red lines. It burned and hurt badly so I went to a doctor.
She told me I had the same thing my friend had had. I think his name was Kyle. But I wouldn't die from it as he had, though that didn't make me any less freaked out. There was no "cure"  but I could use this cream to help it...but in some cases the cream made it worse. I didn't know what to do. I was stuck and scared.
Would I lose my foot? My life? Kyle had died...why not me?

Northern Lights and Covers

((This is my older blog. My new blog is called The God Adventure That is My Life. This blog will now be a blog of my dreams from sleep, and maybe a few from my waking life too, but I'll make sure and clarify ;) ))


To begin, I'm in a restaurant. I'm waitress and it's my first day. My friend Molly and I are excited that the night is almost done. It wasn't a specifically busy night, but I made a ton in tips. I wasn't sure how to cash out my tips, so my friend Holly had to show me. She told me often times she just brings the cash home and counts it out there and calculate everything, but I was afraid I'd lose the money so I tried to count it there. It was difficult. I couldn't get all the money in order. I just kept balling it up and trying to make it orderly. Eventually I must have given up because we went home.

When I got home, I was in bed and trying to go to bed. I have a large down-comforter and as I began to fall asleep, I dreamt (within my original dream) that my comforter was beginning to smother me. I began to fight against it feeling as if this was familiar and that is has happened before but couldn't remember how I'd gotten out of it last time. I began thinking that this is how I would die. Then the comforter released itself and I was fine, but felt like I couldn't move. I began to fall back asleep and the same thing happened where my comforter seemingly attacked me. I felt more paralyzed than the first time. Finally it ended again, and I got up after that. I found Molly and told her about what happened. My friend Chantal was there also and we deduced that it was a spiritual attack. And when I told Molly about the sleep paralysis, she called it something different, something technical.

Once we figured out it was a spiritual attack, we laughed and decided to go onto the porch with other friends that were over. Once outside, I looked up and saw what looked like green lights in the sky, dancing. I realized it was the Northern Lights and started freaking out! I pointed and told everyone to look! We all watched them dance in their beauty. I couldn't believe that we were in Southern Louisiana watching the Lights dance! I wanted to paint them, I wanted to travel as far north as possible as quickly as possible, because I knew if we were seeing them here, they must be crazy intense up north!

At some point when it seemed like the sun might be coming up soon, one of the guys we were with got us all into this little bush plane. He could fly it because he was from Canada and had learned there. We got in and started flying. He started hugging me which somehow helped him fly the plane because it was so cramped in the plane. Then he started saying,"Uh oh" over and over. Nothing felt different to anyone in the plane but him. He said that one of the engines was failing, but we kept flying straight. Then he turned the plane and we somehow landed without crashing. When we got out, there was snow on the ground, but we were dressed for it...somewhat. We all had on some kind of long sleeve and boots. We ended up making it back to the house where we watched the Northern Lights dim as the sun started coming up.

Then I realized I was awake.